Since my horrible, draining, and embarrassing tarot event last week, I’ve been very reluctant to pick up my deck again. The entity attack was overwhelming and upsetting and of course I’m telling myself “I’m never doing readings again!” and “What was I thinking!?” My enthusiasm has been squashed…big time. But low and behold, I don’t give up that easily, and I just keep putting things into perspective and I know in my heart that this was a push to get me out of my comfort zone, and into my mentors, friends, and teachers lives more. I’ve had a head cold for the past few days and I’m just exhausted, but I pulled a few cards today. As I lit my Van Van candle for extreme protection and clearing, I cleared, blessed and reikied my deck. As always the message was bang on. I’ve worked hard on my goals, and have overcome fear and insecurity to get here. I’m only in the beginning of what I want to do, and things are just heating up! The message from my guides is that of perseverance, courage, and change. Like always, when fear comes up while working towards a goal, I have to walk through it and press on. I need to keep believing in myself no matter what and keep going. I’m connecting with some of my spiritual mentors this week and I’m excited. Not only do I need a good cleansing, but I need to connect with people who will teach me some needed skills that I can’t teach myself. I know that this week is a big one and I’m going to get some information and go through some changes that will spring me to the next level. I don’t know what that is, but I have faith that my guides are setting it up for me. I don’t always know what my next step is, but that’s where faith comes in. I let my higher self stear the wheel and I always end up right where I’m supposed to be. Change and new things are sometimes scary, but I’m excited…now. When I connect with my guides, they are excited and happy. I know that me being sick is because of my bad experience and I probably need this down time. Although I am tired, I am excited to reconnect with my mentors and get on with what I need to do. I know there are opportunities coming and I need to get my ass in gear so I can accept them when they present themselves. My fear of intimacy is mostly gone(that horrible experience pulled out the junk that needed to be released to do this), and I’m excited to rekindle my friendships(with Roxanne and Corine) on a deeper level, and make new ones on an intimate personal level to advance me in my purpose. Below are the cards I pulled and the meanings of each. They are from Doreen Virtues Angel Tarot Deck.
Life Experience You drew this card because a recent event has been a wake-up call for you to make some life changes. This may be a new revelation or something you’ve known but have been procrastinating about.Now you’ve realized that this situation can’t be ignored and action is necessary. This is a moment both of freedom and awakening. The way you see yourself and the world has forever changed, bringing you growth and encouraging you to spread your wings. Allow these new insights to motivate you to embrace the path of your heart’s true desires and your intuition.
Additional meanings of this cards:
Liberation. Suddenly seeing the truth. Rapid. Inevitable change. Time running out.
Archangel Chamuel can help you find whatever you’re seeking, including right relationships and a Divinely guided career.
Call upon Chamuel and then follow your intuition, which is the way this angel speaks to you.
Nine of Fire You’ve put a lot of work and energy into this situation. this card comes as a sign for you to actively protect what you’ve created or earned. have courage, and believe in your ability and right to defend the fruit of your labours. Strengthen your resolve, and don’t give up.
You possess the wisdom and stamina to baring this situation to an agreeable conclusion. However, it’s important to open your mind to the assistance and points of view of to others.
The Lovers This card signals that a significant relationship is on your mind. It may be romantic in nature, or it may be be and intimate but platonic friendship. communication is key right now, and it’s important to develop trust within the relationship. You can safely share your feelings with someone close to you.
It’s also time to make and important decision about your life. The conclusions you reach now greatly influence your future, so it’s important to weigh your options carefully. Make sure your choices are thoroughly considered and that your’e able to act upon them.